i have this thing to do. i need to sort of write something if i want to get ahead at work. and i kind of can't. my 'mentor' or whatever rang me before to motivate me. i have written two sentences. it is a six page thing. two sentences go into six pages about a million times. his telling me it would just take an hour of concentrated effort did not help.

things i have done instead of the one thing i have to do tonight include looking at this man's photographs. my GOD. isn't he the most amazing thing you have ever seen?


also i went shopping today in my lunchbreak and in 45 minutes managed to by two tops. one is darling. red and white striped with buttons. BUTTONS ARE SO HOT RIGHT NOW. so i have spent time looking at what existing ugly clothes go with my new pretty clothes. not much goes with much else so i'm dreaming of an entire new wardrobe. this, naturally, wont happen.

i have also talked shopping with my new internet boyfriend. a little while ago i told you i had an internet boyfriend. it has changed. i'm so over that one because he hasn't replied to my last message EVEN THOUGH HE IS "ON LINE" AS I TYPE THIS. my new boyfriend is in to talking about shoes. so half my usual work emasculating him has already been done.

also, i have watched more arrested development. it is brilliant. tonight gob hosted an office christmas party. i laughed until i was guilted into doing a bit of my special project. cripes, it is getting late. i had better get on to that project before i fall asleep at the computer.