i am so in to christmas i even missed top model last night, just as it gets down to the top three, to go to a christmas bbq.

i cheers'd about a million times. and there were ribbons and strawberries. and rasberries,
drunken in some kind of foul looking schnaaps. surprisingly delicious. i ate like three bowls.


today i take my christmas spirit to the shops where i will break my handmade presents only rule. well, technically i broke it yesterday and today i'm just continuing it. but it turns out it is hard to get your hands on handmade stuff that is not super easy for me to make or ugly. i mean, you can, but usually this takes more planning than i had accounted for.

on the upside i now get a chance to buy people's love through consumer goods. and anything that involves people loving me more cannot be a bad thing....