look at this teeny tiny photo. you can barely tell it, but it is my new idol courtney love. she has announced that sobriety has ruined her sex life. rap on sistah. that's like how i said months ago that the objective should be to drink more. cos then you have more fun. i said something like that. not exactly that. but ... you know what i mean.

i have just spent twenty minutes on line trying to buy flowers. it is not as easy as it should be. honestly. ferrit dot co dot nz can bite me. like a mall where you can find what you want? doubt it. more like a mall that only sells ugly things and is counter intuitive. i wanted a bright and happy bunch because my sister is having a hard time and needs bright and happy. but all they were trying to sell me = flowers for the dead. or flowers from the mid ninties (ie bland-oh-rama arrangements). in the end i turned to google. it was much more satisfying even though google is an evil corporation that allows you to blog and then links up your email and your blog both of which are supposedly anonymous. one day i'm going to quit my job and instead do something totally cruisey like come up with great ideas with hrc and call my company nideaz and have a bunch of handsome boys working for me and me and hrc can have matching convertables and spend our days on the beach just coming up with great ideas. idea number one: a website that you can buy cool flower arrangements from that is both user friendly and informative.