i should be feeling better today. in a meeting with exclusively older men someone called me an angel as i walked in. in another incident one of my road trip men from a few weeks ago rang me to say how much he enjoys my company. and i have a new gown from world and it is smashing. and my bestest friend doesn't hate me. she's just having a break down. and my fish type friend gave me props and a comment.

however, despite improving mental health - or to spite it - my physical health declines and i'm landed with sore eyes and nose and throat. just marvellous. i think i will turn in for an early night.