this morning i hated the universe. for various personal reasons. but things have changed. things are on the up and up. amongst other things my nails are painted a fetching shade of glitter pink this week. who can stay mad?

you know the suckest thing about growing old, as i clearly am - growing old that is, is not having time to just hang out with your friends. tonight i was in couples city as i had dinner with some of my favourite people in the world. and it was great. but i have this dread - namely that we wont see eachother again for about three months. and the thing is no matter how great hanging out is we still wont see each other for three months. back in the day if i didn't see you for three months it meant i hated you and that our friendship = OVER.

you know another suck thing about growing old. you develop a lazy eye. or at least it would appear that way from this photo.


there are probably benefits to growing old. if you are me you get richer so that you can afford to have dinner out with your friends without having to save for two weeks or making fried rice at home. or whatever. but ultimately, sometimes, i wish i was nineteen again (then again hello nineteen through twenty two were bad years for me.... maybe i don't want to go back. how can you cope with my inconsistency? i'm such a mysterious, and alluring, creature. in a good way. with great, pink, glittery nails).