the neighbourhood cats are playing with me. this is a cat toy. left on my doorstep. it is a mouse. and believe me that despite this shitty photo, it looks pretty darn real at three in the morning. i may or may not have eeeeked.


last night i forced myself to be social and went to a couple of parties. they were great. even though i lost the love of my life (potentially) by being too shy to force myself upon him and then some girl who bypassed cleavage and went straight to actually showing her boobies didn't have the decorum problem and they LEFT TOGETHER. sigh. oh well. he was pretty boring. it is just he was also very very handsome and had broad shoulders, which - hello - i love.

i went to a second party where i am sure everyone had been prompted to tell me about the virtues of buffy the vampire slayer and so every conversation led to how i must watch it. maybe i will. afterall i finished dawsons series five the other day. greatest dawsons ever? perhaps. pacey reeeeow. one of my concerns about buffy is that while sarahmichelle is a hottie ... are there any hot boys on the show? doubt it. although to be fair i actually don't know. but it is a concern i have. i mean luke perry was in the movie but i don't remember seeing anyone that hot in the ads for the tv show.

anyway after that party i was exhausted so went home, saw the 'mouse', screamed and ate left over pizza. it was a good night.