i can experience highs and lows. when i'm up there ain't no stopping me. when i'm down the littlest things cripple me.

today i almost couldn't function because i decided noone in my team liked me because the paper, which i get by virtue of my supersenior position at work has been read by the team and left in the breakout room everyday without anyone (a) asking and (b) returning it. obvious conclusion... they hate me. (hello, they may not respect my authority, but they don't hate me. i realise this NOW, about four hours too late).

i need to remember things aren't all bad.

christopher plummer is my wallpaper on my work computer ....


(you will call me... Captain)

that's better. also i have a family that loves me. i know because they send me cards, emails and text messages to that effect. i also know just cos i know. which is reason enough.

also i am a winner. literally. i won a quiz last night with the awesome quiz team: Kate's Bush. we have a cool fifty on the bar next time we are at the cross. pink lemonade all round. we won by lots too. it was a team effort, naturally. or at least that's the official line. but hello, i carry the team. except in geography. i know nothing about countries or flags. it seems.

so on that up note lets hope when i wake up tomorrow i feel like a champion and have a champion day. i, actually, have no doubt about it.